Yesterday afternoon I was a facillitator for a team-building. The last teambuilding that I've had to keep for Cluj made me remember of the first teambuilding that I've been to, when I was a fresh 'newie'. Somehow the ends make me remember of the starts and not the moments in between.

I remember that, childlishly and stupidly I said that 'I think I will feel fullfield after I would have been to Japan and Switzerland'. I have been dreaming to get to both countries since I ... learned how to read and we had cable. So I think I was 8. First I saw the movie Shogun (as we had cable and I could read the subtitles :)), then I read James Clavell's 'Shogun'. After that I kept watching EUROSPORT and they kept showing ski contests that were taking place in Switzerland. Not long before that I had to give up skiing. You can imagine what wish has formed itself at the core of my soul.

Besides that I realized the abominal thing thatI've said and that I formaly admit I need more than to live in 2 countries to feel fullfield,I washed away a superstition. Since I was young I had the superstition that if I would tell my dreams/wishes they will not come true.

It seemd impossible. That's why I probably had the courge to say it. I wished for it but I would never could have thought that life will take me to both of these countries. Who could think that after two years of making my wish heard I would see them coming to life.

Yes, I deeply appreciate the chances of seeing two wishes granted, but if they were granted because I was easy to be made happy, well... I am sorry that I have been so hasty in my wish. ;)

I do not know if 'only you need is love', but what I do know is that in the moments when I thought that the man that I loved, loved me back nothing else mattered. Even if I (thought I) was having a minus of 500 euros in my budget, even if I was going to loose everything that I worked for.

It seems that there is a general trend of people who are falling in love. I do not know how is it in the other countries but in Romania this year rate of marriages grew 500% compared to last year's.

Now I am through the others that have to forget...
There comes a time when you have to remember just the bad part.